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Thinking Back

Posted by: SoloTouchArchive Author: Solo-Touch-Bot Posted on: 13 Jul 2020 1 comments
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Category: Female Solo (F)
Submitted by: Helen Age: 27 Gender: Female

There have been a few stories on here from time to time about what would be considered "underage" sexual feelings. It made me think about my own feelings at that age.

I began developing when I was 11. By 13, I was into a regular cycle of periods and I had nice 34a breasts. Not large, but well formed. I had experiemented with masturbation from around 12, but it wasn't until I was about half way into my 13th year that I really got it right. But this isnt really about that. It is about my feelings for others at that age. I used to know when I was being checked out, and I used to join in the game. Sometimes I would deliberately sit showing my panties or pad around the house in just my underwear or even just panties sometimes. At 13, I really wanted sexual contact with another person. Even now, looking back, I know that I was not "emotionally under-developed" or any of the other shit that the righteous brigade think they have the right to pedal. I was young, developed and horny as fuck. I used to spy on my older brother when he jacked off and I used to love watching him cum. I would even masturbate at the same time and see if I could cum with him. I know that from time to time he used to use my worn panties and it made me feel so powerful.

One day I was in a local park, just goofing around, and I saw a guy checking me out. He was with his girlfriend, but his eyes followed me everywhere I went. So I decided to give him a little tease. I flopped down onto the grass and pretended to read my book at the same time, I made sure he could see up my skirt. Man, I was so wet and my clit was pulsing. I could aslo see a bulge in his pants. I knew exactly what I was doing. I also knew that even if we had been alone in the park and he had fucked me I could have gotten pregnant, but I also knew what to do about it. I also knew about STDs too. In other words, I was clued up, but above all I was ready. Fuck what anyone else says or thinks. So there I was flashing myself at him. His girlfriend also could see what I was doing and I think she understood from the start. A few minutes later, she was walking towards me and I figured I was in for a hard time. Instead, and I remember this so clearly she asked me my name then she said "You know Helen, my guy can't keep his eyes off your pussy. You should be careful what you show in public" But I told her that I knew what I was showing and it made me feel horny. Then she said "Well maybe we can help." She took my hand and led me into an overgrown area just behind where a toilet block is. Her boyfriend followed. When we got in there she said I could stop at any time and then she started making out with her fella. They kissed really passionately and he put his hands in her top. My own boobs were aching to be touched, but it was when he put his hand up her skirt and into her panties that I really got hooked. I could see the material working its way down the back of his hand inch by inch until he kind of flattened his hand and I could see that she was totally shaved and was so wet. Her name was Sarah. Sarah saw me looking at her pussy and asked me if I liked it and I said that I did. She asked me if I have ever had feelings for another girl, but at that time I hadn't really thought about it. I did want to touch her though and I told her. Her boyfriend took my hand and placed it between her legs and I let my middle finger slip inside her. Then Sarah asked me if I wanted anything. I told her I wanted her boyriend to finger me which he did. Sarah kept asking him questions like "Is she tight? How wet it she? Would you like to fuck her?" Then Sarah moved and her boyfriend lay on his back while she lowered herself onto him. I saw my first fuck up close and all the time I had my hand between my legs. Sarah rode him for a while and then asked me if I wanted to do it. I said that I did and she helped me straddle him but it started to hurt real bad and I said I wanted to stop. Sarah was good with that and went back to fucking her man. Then she got off him again and told me to jack him off. I could feel her wetness on him and I started to pump his cock. Sarah pushed her hand between my legs and gave me the most expert fingering.Then, he was coming in large ropes and so much of it. I felt my own orgasm hit and I came over Sarah's hand. I also peed a lot too, but Sarah didnt mind at all.

To look at this clinically. I was "technically" abused in a public place except I wasn't. I totally wanted everything we did and more. The only reason I couldn't fuck the guy was as I later discovered, I had an unusually thick hymen. This had to be surgically attended to because I couldnt even get tampons in without a lot of pain. I loved jacking him off and I loved cumming on Sarah's hand. I even loved peeing in my panties as I came. I have no regrets whatsoever. Don't let any of the so-called "right" people tell me or anyone else that a physically developed girl doesnt know what she wants. Oh yes she does. And maybe, if it was easier to do seomthing about it there would be far less teenage pregnancies. Seems to me that the countries that have a low age of consent also have lower teeange pregnacies. I would have loved to be on the pill at 13. In the end I went on it at 14. I lost my virginity when I was 15 to a much older man. Again by my chosing. I wanted someone who would be discreet, a middle aged man is hardly going to advertise that he screwed a 15 year old and someone who knew what he was doing. Most boys that age blow their loads way before I get aroused. All they want is to stick it in and cum as quickly as they can, and they think they are good lovers. The guy I lost my cherry too took all afernoon making love to me. I orgasmed more times than I can remember and when he finally put it in me it was heaven. As for Sarah, well, I got to touch my first pussy. I even licked her off my fingers. What did I learn? That I am not lesbian for one thing. Sure, it was nice and very, very rarely, I have fooled around with other girls, but this is only for something different. I would not want a steady girlfriend or anything like that.

Right now, this lovely memory has left me very aroused. I am sitting here at my computer in my bra and panties. Even now, I am only a 34b and not really that. I started shaving my pussy when I saw Sarah's and have been smooth ever since. I am sitting with my legs slightly open and I can both feel the material of my panties pressing against my pussy lips and I can also smell my arousal. I have just used my pelvic floor muscles to give a squeeze and I loved the feeling. Its almost like trying to pee deliberately, but I am now wetter than before. I am reaching down with my left hand and I am stroking the length of my slit. How I love talking dirty. My clit is like a little bullet and is deamdning my attention. I can feel my wetness oozing down to my asshole. Now, I have reached under the material and pushed a wet finger deep in my ass. I don't like being fucked there, but I love a long finger deep in my ass. I feel really "naughty" having told you my thoughts earlier. I have just undone my bra and let it fall to the floor. I have what my husband calls "schoolgirl titties". Even today, one of my favourite fantasies is to be a schoolgirl again. I have opened my legs wider. Would you be able to look away? See how wet the material is between my legs. Is it arousal, or have I had a little accident in my panties? You know what we young girls are like. (giggle) Now I have treated myself to two long fingers deep inside myself. I have been pressing on my g spot and I it has made me want to pee. As my left middle finger circles my clit, I am imagining myself in that park. You are watching me in my little uniform. Oh sir, you shouldn't be looking at me like this. I'm scared. My finger dances faster on my clit and I feel that something is going to happen. Faster and faster it goes. Oh no, I'm going to wet myself. That's so naughty. A little pee runs into my panties and I try hard to stop myself, but even the act of squeezing is erotic now. I know you are hard, watching me masturbate in public. I know you want to pull the wet material of my school panties aside and push your big cock into me. Its what I want too. Oh I feel like I am going to cum. Yes, that's it, press it in me slowly. Don't mind if I struggle and resist a little,its only my way, oh sir, no, please stop. You mustn't. I'm too young, Oh, no, get off, I don't want to be raped, oh sir, oh, Oh.

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