Thank You Billie!

Just because a girl (or guy) feels sexy, is s/he ready for sex? 

Simple answer, no! Sex, like anything else, needs to be explored, developed, and learned. Miss Brain was providing me with thoughts and images that really made me horny way before I was ready to actually try them. 

For me, it all started when I noticed that the discharge in my panties was becoming thicker and heavier. It also began to smell musky…sexy. Pubes? Yes, but hardly a forest down there. But oh, I was so happy when my boobs started developing….and quite sad when, shortly thereafter, they stopped. 

Then came the day that there wasn’t a whiteish mess in my panties when I took them off. It was darker…almost a reddish brown. Hello early-stage periods. In my case, they became proper, regular periods very quickly, although I have never been irregular or heavy. I get a menstrual flow for three days and that’s that. I can also time them almost to the minute. Regular just doesn’t describe them accurately enough. 

But the hormones that bring these gifts of nature also carry with them sexual feelings and thoughts. I also happen to think they enhance our awareness too. I became aware, for example of being checked out…..everywhere…in the street, in a sports venue…and girls always check one another out in locker rooms. We can be bitches without even trying. For example, we can be jealous of someone who we think is better built than we are, or feeling superior over some poor girl whose pubes have gone wild and she either has no tits at all, or humongous ones that already sag a little. Then there’s the hushed questions of, “Have you started yet?” But this quickly becomes, “Have you done it yet?” ‘Done it’ can refer to a range of things from kissed someone, to masturbated, to orgasmed, to been fingered, to having been fucked. 

I was quick to realise the power my body was developing. I loved and still love flashing my panties. I loved and still love going commando. If I can cause an erection in someone else just by what I choose to let them see….well…what's not to like. 

The locker room was Sex Central for me, since I discovered early that I was attracted to girls. It’s not something you blurt out, because the last thing you want is to be known as a dyke, and in a convent school, if that got back to the Good Sisters, it would surely get to the priest, and that leads to unsatisfactory confessions, hiding things, and a whole bucket load of grief. 

Girls are way more tactile than boys, so the odd naked hug goes unnoticed. For most girls it’s just that, a quick hug. For me it was tit-to-tit foreplay that led to me jilling off at the first opportunity. 

I thought I would have no problem in fooling around with another girl, if I ever got the chance, but then I wasn’t 100% certain I could actually kiss a girl…you know….’down there.” Hence the panty sniffing and that led to licking and sucking. It was at that point I knew I could go through with it..and, in fact, wanted to do it..and have it done to me. At some point. Just maybe not yet. I had to learn myself first. 

Which was masturbation…morning, noon and night masturbation. Anywhere, anytime. I learned how to get myself off in class, in the rest rooms, on the school field, and I became so adept at it I could do it in a totally silent classroom right under the beady gimlet eyes of a nun! Way to go, me! 

So, sexual feelings? They come with the hormones, and there are girls as young as nine or 10 who have started their periods. Does this mean they feel sexy? If they have the hormones, then perhaps yes. Does that mean they are ready for sex? HELL, NO! 

But the time will come when they are, and this isn’t written in any dumb-assed law book. This is personal to the boy or girl concerned. They shouldn’t be made to feel guilty about it. 

As long as the individual is in control, they shouldn’t be made be allowed to enjoy themselves and their bodies as they wish. 

Sexual feelings do not magically switch on at 18. 

I’ll get off my soap-box now. 

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Note from Billie:  Thanks Anna.  Agreed.  ST is about healthy sexuality, and we are going to do our best to continue that......