This is the true story of how I discovered masturbation
I was born in the early 1950's into a time when sex just wasn't spoken about. It
was a taboo subject so when I hit puberty I had no knowledge of sex at all. Itwas a huge shock when I got my first 'Hard On' (Erection) !! I was still 13
years old and it happened in the middle of the night when I suddenly woke up
with a feeling that something wasn't quite right. After a few seconds when my
drowsiness was gone I realised that it was my cock that didn't feel right. I
had to share a bedroom with my somewhat younger brother and there was a small
unit between our beds where I had a torch so I very carefully picked up the
torch and got down under my bedclothes pulling them tight behind my head and
turned on the torch. I removed my pyjama bottoms and was shocked to see my cock
stiff and pointing upwards. I actually thought that there was something wrong
with me & nearly went to my parents bedroom, and with hindsight wished I
had as they would have had to explain things to me, but I was too embarrassed.
My first instinct was how do I get my cock back to normal so I took it in my
hand and pulled it downwards and then let go, no change but I realised that it
felt very pleasant holding it and even better with the downward motion, it felt
very hard too and it had gone a fairly purple colour especially the bulging tip.
I tried again but this time let my hand come back upwards before letting go.
Still hard and erect but boy did that feel good. I took it in my hand again and
repeated the down & up movement but now I didn't let go, just pausing
momentarily between each stroke. It felt absolutely wonderful. Then just by
instinct I started to wank (Jerk) my cock to a slow steady rhythm without the
pauses. I thought that I was in heaven, it felt so good. Eventually I felt my
body heave & my cock started to throb as my first orgasm rippled through my
body but I didn't ejaculate in the normal sense. It wasn't until the throbbing
stopped that a tiny amount of fluid popped out of my cock and sat there on it's
tip. It was no more than a raindrop or teardrop in amount. I guess all first
timers are like that and it was a couple of months or so before I started to
spurt cum normally. I learnt another lesson the following night. I went to bed
very excited at the prospect of my cock going hard so I could wank again. I lay
in bed waiting for it to go hard but nothing happened. I was puzzled because I
thought that if it went hard on it's own the previous night surely it would do
so again ! Eventually I took it in my hand but it was in it's normal limp state
and I couldn't wank it like that & I wondered why nothing was happening. In
the end I laid it against my body & started to rub it with the fingers of
my hand and surprise surprise it started to swell. It got bigger and bigger,
stiff and hard and I wanked for the second time. That taught me that you don't
get a 'hard on' without stimulation.
Indeed I never woke up in the middle of the night with an erection ever again
although like a lot of men I did occasionally wake up first thing in the
morning with a 'Hard On'. Needless to say I was wanking myself regularly after
that even though I hadn't a clue what I was doing, what it was called nor what
it meant. I have masturbated for over 55 years now and still enjoy it immensely
even though I now find it difficult and need some chemical assistance to get
hard. The younger generations don't know how lucky they are these days when
everything you want to know about anything is at the click of a mouse or the
tap on a screen. I never had that luxury but maybe 'Learning on the job' is
more fun and not so clinical !!
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