My First Time Sucking

I would walk my dog every day, and sometimes I talked with an older guy who lived down the street when I saw him out in his yard. We had a couple of common interests. Eventually we got friendly enough that sometimes he'd invite me in for a beer.

I had fantasized about being with a guy, and wondered if something might happen, but I wasn't going to make a move. One time I mentioned having a problem with my back and he offered to give me a massage. At that point I thought something could happen. I was nervous but went ahead with it. He said I should take my clothes off. I wasn't sure if he meant down to my underwear, but I went ahead and got naked and laid down on the mat that he put out. Of course, eventually, when he was massaging my thighs, he 'accidentally' touched my balls. When he apologized, I said it was fine, so he started really touching me. I was lifting my hips and moaning, and finally turned over. He asked if it was alright if he got undressed too and I said yes. I felt shy and hesitant, but reached out and started stroking him. That time we just jacked each other off.

After that, when I came over he would put on some porn and we'd jack off and touch each other. It was a while before I got up the nerve to ask if I could try sucking him. It was SO exciting for me to feel a warm hard cock in my mouth for the first time! I loved it. After that we got into a routine of me sucking him every time. He wasn't into giving blowjobs, and I was fine with that. I love getting one, but giving one is even more exciting for me. When he was about to cum he would pull out of my mouth, grab his cock, and cum on my chest. I suppose he thought I wasn't up for having cum in my mouth. I was nervous about it, but I had thought about it a lot and did want to try it. It was a while before I finally got up the nerve... I was kneeling, and he was standing while I sucked him this time. When he pulled out and was jacking himself I positioned myself so the head of his cock was right in front of my face and open mouth. I'm not sure if I was hoping for a facial or cum in my mouth, but I got both. When I felt the warmth of his load on my skin, felt it landing on my tongue, and tasted it - I was really, really turned on, almost to the point where I was going to cum without touching myself. I suppose it's mainly the association with how exciting it is, but I found that I really liked the taste of cum! In future meetings I was really turned on when he would cum while I sucked him - feeling his cock pulsing in my mouth, and tasting his cum before I swallowed it. But I think I actually enjoyed it even more when I jacked him (or he jacked himself) onto my lips and over my tongue, so I could feel and taste his load more before swallowing. There also were a few times where he had me lay down, and he shot his cum on my cock and balls, and then I would rub it all over myself while I made myself cum. I think having those experiences got me to the point where I sort of have a cum fetish.