My first time Masturbating?

I had a very sheltered childhood not knowing what sex was till the age of 11 finding it disgusting and gross but that soon changed in the next upcoming years. I first heard about masturbation in biology but I had an innocent view that masturbation was an act only to produce sperm for women to impregnate them e.g sperm bank. I had not yet discovered the pleasure of the act. At the age of 13 I began to always get boners. I used to watch videos such as massage videos on YouTube and hypno videos (which later discovered is my kink) which used to get my penis so hard it became painful I thought I was just desperate for the toilet.

In a youtube video, they had laughed about masturbating and how good it feels. I thought they were joking but thanks to google I knew they weren’t.
So I’ll describe myself before I tell you how it began. At the time I was about 5ft I have light blonde short hair and blue eyes.

So the day I first masturbated I decided I was going to do it at night when my whole household is asleep. I was sharing a room with my brother at the time, with bunk beds, and me being on the top bunk. I remember hearing my brother snoring so then I decided it was time. I stripped fully down, took off my pajamas, and lay there with my boxers on. I began slowly touching my penis through the outside and noticed how it was slowly getting hard. I then took my boxers off. I just lay there completely nude. I felt so vulnerable but I think that made me even more excited. I lay there fully naked with my penis laying on my stomach and I started feeling my balls which were hairless at the time and that felt good. As I lay there I began thinking about this girl in my school. She was tall Brunette and had such a sexy body with tits already at age of 13. Her name is Freya ***** you most likely can go onto Instagram to find her account. I just thought of her and me being together in changing room. Then I placed my hand around my penis and positioned it pointing upwards. I pulled it down once and then again and then I was in pure bliss. I just remember falling asleep in so much pleasure and waking up to cum all over my stomach. I let out a loud moan as I came and worried someone would come in so put my underwear back on and fell asleep with a smile on my face.

Masturbation became frequent to me. I’m now 15 and masturbate every day at least. I love the pleasure and have discovered other ways to feel such pleasure and techniques. If you want to hear more let me know.