My First Taboo

I've always known that my mother was an attractive woman. She has great proportions (perfect DDs on a small athletic body and a downright beautiful face and radiant smile), but I had never seen her as a "woman" growing up. I'd had instances like many young men do when they accidentally walk in on their mothers and catch an eyeful of boobs, the first pair of boobs they likely have seen in person (or at least remember), or walk in while she's using the restroom. Both of which seem like normal accidents that happen when sharing bathrooms. My perspective of my mother took a turn when she took up a new job, one that I never imagined my pristine mother ever would. 

I had just returned from a week long trip with a friend to stay at his family member's house out of town. I returned home and my mom oddly pulled me aside to tell me something that developed during the week. "Mommy has a new job, so at night she'll be in her room and the door will be closed, so if you need anything text me, but do not knock or come inside." At first, this sounded odd, but me being naive didn't think much of it and the day went on as usual. That night, after my siblings had gone to bed and Mom had retreated to her room to begin her job, was a night that changed all of what I knew about my mom.

I went downstairs to get a glass of water, it was late and dark in the house, I couldn't help but hear commotion coming from my mom's room. Curiously I decided to approach her door and pressed my ear again to hear what this new job was. To my surprise, I was met with the sounds of my mother clearly moaning with pleasure. I'd seen enough of the Internet to know what this was at that point. Shocked, I quickly retracted my head, but was met with a rush of excitement, one which I had never felt before. I slowly pressed my ear back against the door and heard again, my mother moaning, but this time could make out some words just barely. "Oh fuck, yes. Yes, fuck me harder," was what I could make out. I was both again shocked and incredibly turned on, but at the time I had no idea why. Feeling somewhat guilty and nervous, I went upstairs to try and forget what I'd just heard. 

A few days went by and the same thing was happening almost every night. Mom went to her room, I sneaked downstairs and tried and get a good listen to what was happening for a bit to have some excitement. At one point soon after she let me use her computer to look up something. She's not very tech savvy so I did the searching myself. I clicked on the browsing history and stumbled across a site that wasclearly for adults. I decided I might as well check it out and to my surprise, it's a Cam girl site. 2 and 2 finally clicked for me, this is her new "job". I made a conscious decision in that moment that I was going to see if I could find her on it. I couldn't help myself; I needed to see what she was doing. So, that night when she went into her room, I logged onto the same site I saw in her history. After some brief searching I stumbled across a profile whose picture I just knew was hers. No face was showing in the picture, but the body was unmistakable, that was my mother.

I clicked on it and it loaded up. I was met with my mother laying on her bed, the same bed she'd let me sleep in countless times, in nothing but a transparent bra and panties. I couldn't believe my eyes. I'd never seen my mother in such sexy clothing before. At that point, I couldn't take my eyes off of her, she was reacting to small tips given to her by doing quick dances, and I saw her beautiful tits shaking for all to see. A few minutes in someone tipped big. Mom got close to the camera and slowly began to unlatch her bra.  I was shaking at this point, and in one swoop, she did the most perfect titty drop I've ever seen. There they were, my mother's tits bare and beautiful for the world to see. I was beyond turned on seeing this, even more by the fact that she was grabbing and squeezing them together to give everyone a close up view. She sat back down but didn't put her bra back on so I gazed at those marvelous tits anxiously waiting for someone else to tip so I could see what happened next. Maybe an hour passed until someone tipped big again, big enough for my mother to do something I thought I'd never see, as her son. Mom laid back and lifted her legs above her head and slowly started to pull her panties off. I was absolutely losing my mind at this point. After a few seconds, they were gone, and she was completely exposed. My mother, the same mother who gave birth to me, nursed me, was completely naked, and even more, enjoying it. She spread her legs wide open and leaned back, letting everyone get a view of her perfect body. I could see everything so clearly, my own mother's pussy, spread open so much that I could see the same hole I came from. I was completely immobilized by how turned on I was, my heart was racing faster than I had ever experienced, but I could not look away, I needed more. I watched her for another couple of hours late into the night and of course, relieved myself to the image of my mother spread out in front of me.

Mom continued this work for years, and for years I would snoop around to see what the latest "content" she had was. I had seen my mother do almost everything (solo), from touching herself and squirting, to masturbating with dildos, to her roleplay (sometimes incest themed). I never saw my mother in the same way. I love my mom and always will, but what grew inside of me was a deep lust and attraction for her over the years. She's never known that her own son dreams of sucking on her nipples like when she nursed me, or imagines how warm and safe it would feel for her to welcome me back to the place I'd call my first home, back inside my Mommy's vagina. Nothing in this world can compare to my mother and I long for the day that I'm able to return to her.

Thank you for reading, I didn't want to make it even longer than it already is, so I'm always willing to discuss with anyone who wants to hear more :)