First Time Masturbating, Pillow Fuck & Aftermath...

I was around 13 when I began to masturbate. I never really knew what it was or how to do it, and I learned how to do it myself. At the time I would always go to sleep wearing a full set of pyjamas (t shirt, pants etc...) but on this night I decided I'd sleep in my underwear (must've gotten the idea from a movie). After stripping down to my red briefs and getting into bed, I immediately got horny. The feeling of the cool sheets on my skin and feeling of being close to naked gave me the hardest hard on I've ever had to date, but even feeling all this I wasn't really sure on what to do next. I began to think about people I knew that I wish I could see naked, and that's when I got the idea to get my pillows and pretend they were those people. Somewhere along the way I began to makeout with the pillows, and almost instinctually, I pulled down my briefs just below my butt, exposing my dick and began to grind into the pillow. I'm uncircumcised, so my 13 year old pecker was extremely sensitive.

At first I went slow with my pumps, trying to figure out the angle that felt best for me, but as I went on I went faster and faster, humping the pillow like how a dog would hump one. Every time I thrusted into the pillow the pleasure in my dick increased and I would moan and grunt (just by impulse) because of how good this all felt. Both of my parents were out of the house so I could be as loud as I wanted, and fuck as hard I wanted.

I felt like a man, 13 year old me just pounding his pillow for all it's worth, opening whole a new world of self discovery. My mind just kept telling me go faster, and pump harder, and I began to feel a warm feeling rushing from my balls and move towards the head of my penis. My breathing became more shallow, and I started to grunt more and more. I'll never forget this moment. Once I reached the point of no return I gave one final thrust into the pillow, and felt all the tension in my dick just release into the pillow. The feeling was euphoric. I remember practically screaming, "Ahh ahh, oh shit, oh fuck," as my super sensitive penis was twitching and spewing a lifetime worth of cum into onto the pillows and the sheets. I collapsed on the bed, my briefs now under my ass. The feeling of accomplishment and manhood was intoxicating. All together this experience must've lasted less than a minute, but for me that was the best minute of my life. I laid there for a few minutes with my penis buzzing, trying to make sense of what just happened. Within the hour I got horny again, and began humping my pillow again, this time going straight to fast pounding. I must've came 4/5 times that night. Each time better than the last. 

At some point during one of my pillow fucks I completely removed my underwear, came and then and fell asleep due to pure pleasure and exhaustion. In the morning I woke up to my father barging into my room to wake me up. The mess he walked into, cumstained pillows everywhere, my underwear on the floor, and me, fast asleep and butt naked covered by the dirty sheets. He called to me and when I woke up I was mortified. I tried explaining how it got hot in the night, and I that's why I had no clothes on, but the sheer smell of my ejaculate everywhere was enough to clue him in on my fun night. He picked my underwear off the ground and told me to put them on, and afterwards he sat down on my bed and we had a talk about what I did. I was expecting a lecture on how masturbation was wrong and how I should never do it, but to my surprise the talk took a different turn. He told me that this type of thing was normal, and that every man did it. He told me about his first time and some funny times he got caught. He reminded me that if this "pillow method" way was how I was gonna do it, I'd better be ready to start doing the laundry every week, and then briefly explained how to use your hand and tissue or a rag. After the chat he told me he'd be waiting downstairs, and that I should "clean up" and wash off the dried semen off of me before my mom sees, and that he's gonna start knocking before he comes in my room.

As soon as he left my room I was raging with hormones, and decided I'd do one more quick fuck before I cleaned up. I went through the whole activity again, except I must've been too loud when I came because when I went downstairs my dad was looking at me with a big smirk on his face.