Discovering My Penis

From what I can gather reading magazine articles, and stories such as the one I'm writing now, I, like most guys in the 7th grade, would experience SO many annoying erections in my pants during school. Annoying I mean because I still wasn't quite sure what they were, and as best as I can remember, they were mostly uncomfortable, and I recall being relieved when my penis finally started to calm down and get soft again. I remember touching myself through my pants a little, and knowing absolutely nothing about sex or anything like that, I would just hope nobody saw what I was doing.

I guess around that same time, I began to notice my penis in bed at night, and it would get SO hard, and I would just lay there in my pjs under the covers...again having no clue as to what was happening...just touched myself a little through my sleepwear and then fall asleep. One night I had the sudden idea out of nowhere to pull my pj bottoms and underwear down. I was under my covers as usual, and for whatever reason, I was scared out of my mind to do so, I guess for fear of my parents catching me...and I was obsessed with the thought. I never had a friend or relative or sibling to 'learn' anything from, so I guess my mind was just running on impulse, I don't know.

One night I was laying there enjoying the wonderful sensations of my latest throbbing erection, and I finally summoned the courage to pull my bottoms down, and it was amazing! Still safe under my covers, I touched my penis for the first time, and as best a 13 year old could understand, just marveled at how wonderful it felt. Not just my throbbing penis mind you, but my naked little bum, too!

Promise this is the last time I'll mention I had no idea what I was doing, but I somehow figured out how to turn over on my tummy...with my bottoms pulled down...and move my hips side to side, which rubbed my rock hard penis on my sheets, and it felt incredible. So I just kept going and it felt even better. Then suddenly I felt something I had never experienced before, and felt my penis pulsing, and then felt something warm and wet hit my tummy underneath me. My first orgasm. I was breathing really hard, trying to figure out what just happened, and then felt the head of my penis surrounded by my first ejaculation, which was now getting colder. It felt so good to lay there like that. 

All these years later, one of my favorite things to do is masturbate. After that first amazing experience, I never looked back, and instead, often looked forward to bedtime so I could play with my penis again, and make it feel good again, and feel it ejaculate semen again. I've wanted to write this all down for a very long time, and I hope whoever reads this enjoys it!