Cousins Exploring *REJECTED* Pre-teen mutual touching

I had been masturbating for a couple of years,  I guess, always dry. It started by using a muscle massager our family had that vibrated at different speeds. I'd sneak it from the family room to my bedroom and press it against my penis through my pants. It got me incredibly aroused and very hard.  I would eventually have an orgasm but at that age, 10 or so, the orgasms while incredible feeling were still dry.

We would visit family out of town a few times a year. One aunt and uncle had five kids. one male cousin was a year older than I and a female cousin my age, the other three were all girls of varying ages.  My male cousin and I would head off to his bedroom and close the door to get away from all the girls.  Eventually about this time we began talking about sex and porn magazines we'd found.  Before long, we decided to show each other our penises. The first time, neither of us was erect. But, as this went on, over time and visits, and as we came up with more porn magazines to flip, naturally when we would pull our shorts and underwear down, we'd be fully erect and horny.

Eventually, curiosity about seeing the other's penis grew into "can I touch yours?" and exchanging feels of the other's penis and balls. Fondling was really what it was...and gentle rubbing.  Up  to this point, we never masturbated to orgasm in front of each other. But, I often went to the bathroom afterward and finish myself off.  My first orgasm that produced cum was in the bathroom after feeling my cousin's penis and balls.  I'm sure he did the same thing.

That same summer, on a trip to visit them, I was alone with the female cousin who was my age.  We were horsing around and wrestling. She ended up on her back and I on top, straddling her, pinning her arms. I let go of her wrists to see what she would do and she just lay there, letting me straddle her waist.  I pressed my luck and slid my hands up under her t-shirt. She only had the beginning buds of breasts but I cupped them and held them for what seemed like an hour.  I lifter her shirt up to her neck to see them. She let me for a minute then said she was afraid someone would walk in.    I was totally horny and fully erect. I don't know if she was aware of my erection but I can't imagine she wasn't.

Later that day, my male cousin and I were off in his room, alone, with the door closed. I told him about feeling up his sister's buds.  He wanted to know all about it and how they felt. I could tell he was getting aroused and hard. My arousal had flared back up and my penis was fully hard.  We decided to pull down our shorts to show each other and we began to stroke each other...if felt more incredible this time than any time before.  We kept stroking each other and it wasn't long, I knew I was going to have an orgasm. I told him and he just said, "Good!  I want to watch you cum!".  We continued jerking each other off until we both had orgasms, leaving a mess on the floor created by the combined cum of two very horny boys.

I never did anything esle with my female cousin. But, my males cousin and I almost always masturbated together or jerked each other off on every visit.