Another Early Memory

     I was out for a walk this afternoon and saw a big group of schoolkids having a fun fair in their school's yard to celebrate the end of the semester and it reminded me of an experience I had growing up. Looking back, I'm realizing that I think it was my first time dipping my toe into exhibitionism and being undressed around friends. It wasn't really a sexual experience for me at the time and I don't think anyone would have seen it as anything more than innocent fun, but in hindsight it excited me in much the same way that public naughtiness does as an adult.

     This happened back when I was 13. My school would always have a big event out in the yard at the end of the year with a bunch of games for all the kids. At the end of the day they'd have a big water balloon battle with all the grades together. Our school had a lot of students, so this was always really fun but you also had to prepare to be totally soaked. Most students just brought a change of clothes to change into after but some kids changed into a swimsuit before the fight. This year I wore a purple and orange one-piece suit that I liked because it was really comfy. The water balloon fight was fun, but after all the balloons were used up a boy chased me with the hose and sprayed me directly with the water, so I got really drenched.

     After the water fight, there was still some time before our parents got there to pick us up so we would just hang around in the school for a bit. My suit was still kind of wet after I toweled off, but I didn't want to take it off because I had nowhere to put it except my bag and there were some paintings I was bringing home from art class in there so I couldn't get those wet. I decided to just keep wearing my swimsuit until I got home. For the next half hour, I casually walked around the school and talked with my friends wearing a bathing suit while they were all fully clothed. It was a fairly modestly cut suit, so I wasn't actually showing that much skin, though at one point my mind drifted to how tightly the wet fabric was pressed against my privates and I realized that anyone who looked closely enough could probably make out the shape of my labia and slit. Realizing this didn't make me feel embarassed at all, which I remember thinking was odd at the time but now makes perfect sense.

     So yeah, that's about it. I wore my swimsuit for the rest of the day and on the car ride home. Maybe not the longest or most exciting story but remembering it got me thinking about how small experiences we have when we're younger could lead to developing strong kinks. I actually do have this really specific thing where I get a bit turned on any time I'm wearing wet clothes in public or wearing a bathing suit somewhere other than around a pool or beach so I'm thinking this experience definitely played a part in that. Curious to hear what you guys think about this.

-Sally