Nights are worse because it's when Amy is awake. I have my phone and my tablet by the bed in case she calls or Skype, but I know she won't. It's not that she doesn't care about me, I know that it's because it's too painful for her....for both of us. But I know she's awake.....I can almost feel her vitality inthe wor...
The lights are out, and I'm lying on my back staring....staring at what? Not the ceiling, I can't see it. I'm staring into infinity, but not the mere physical here and now. My mind, my would, and my heart are far beyond this room. For a second, Cairns beach flashes before my eyes. I see people walking on the s... » Read more