Life goes on. I keep waking up every day. Sometimes, I am ok....other times.....most times.....I have a deep untouchable ache where Amy used to be. I loved her.....I still love her. Of all the sexual things I've done, and I've done a lot, Amy was my first love, and I'm not over her by any means. I've had a couple of...
I'm sitting in church. There's no one else here, and I'm using the space, the silence and the smell of incense to just chill. I'm not praying, I don't really do that any more, although I did light a candle for Amy. Maybe that's praying. I'm sitting in the pew, looking at the altar and the crucifix. I try to ra... » Read more