What It Feels Like for Me
Boys get semis, I get wet and my clit throbs. My boobs (such as they are) get hard and my nipples become hyper-sensitive. My brain is easily my best erogenous zone. It is highly variable, and tends to supply me with, well, not necessarily what I want, but always what I need. Sometimes, my own sexual thoughts surprise me. Rape is the act of a coward and repugnant, yet given the right mood, I can cum repeatedly while fantasising about being raped.
My vagina will dilate. It wants something inside it and makes this feeling known. Male or female? Now that�s where things get more vague for me. I don�t seem to have �lesbian� days or �heterosexual� days, in fact the more I think about this, the more angry I get about sexual labels. In the words of the song I am what I am.
I love a guy spurting his cum either on me or inside me. I absolutely adore the taste of it too. Same with a girl. I have made girls squirt and made them lose control so much that they peed. Both are, in my book, perfectly fine.
I accept no restrictions. What feels good to me feels good, and I don�t need anyone else�s approval or permission. Incest? Well, I�ve had a couple of lock-down inspired sexual events with my sister, and I don�t have a brother, but if I did, and if I felt like it would I fuck him? Yes, of course.
Sometimes, I lie in bed at night listening to my parents fuck. They are doing what gave rise to me. They too have wildly different ways of having sex. Sometimes, it�s quiet, romantic, sensuous....and other times my normally oh, so correct mum will ask my dad to, �Fuck me like the whore I am.� When they�re in this mood, anything goes, and they don�t give a fuck if Ali and I hear. Sometimes, I�ve even wondered if they are loud on purpose. What if they are saying, nice and quiet to each other, �Do you think they�re masturbating yet?�
I know one girl who has had sex with her dad. She says it just happened one night when her mum was away. �It was a weird night all round really. Dad and I were more cuddly than usual, and we ended up lying side by side on the couch watching a movie. There were several sexy scenes in it and I felt him get hard behind me. The next thing we were doing it.� Ive often thought about this. It�s pretty close to the line for me, but I�ve read stories here about girls getting it on with their dads, and well, who am I to say it�s wrong?
Right now, well, it�s been a hella hot day and I�ve been wearing nothing at all. Nudity has become a thing here and my parents and my sister have shucked all inhibitions about seeing each other naked. It�s harder for dad, of course....literally. Seeing my mum naked gets him going, but there�s me and Ali too. Two young women with, although I say it myself, attractive bodies....yes, he gets full on erections. I realised today that when I see him hard, I start to wet up and my vagina seems to be saying �Mmmm.�
Which is why I spent the last hour in our hot tub. The jets are fucking amazing. Girls, if you�ve never got yourself of in a swimming pool or a hot tub, you don�t know what you�re missing. I like to be on my knees with a jet blasting away on my clit. I can ride the jet just as fierce or gentle as I like and build and build and build...I can�t count how many times I edged tonight. My mind? Yes, I thought you�d ask. Yes, I was imagining that hard cock I�ve seen several times today. As I positioned myself just right so the jet went not only on my clit, but pushed water inside me a little, it was easy to imagine him slipping unnoticed into the tub behind me and sliding that dick up me.
A few gentle rocks to simulate him fucking me and my mind giving me the feeling of his hands on my hips and just at the right moment, me whispering, �Cum inside me, daddy.� A really great orgasm ensued that involved my vaginal contractions battling with the after jet.
I know mum and dad have fucked in the grounds of our house. I haven�t caught them yet, but I would like to.
I�d have to turn away embarrassed, of course, but you can�t unsee something that you�ve seen.