It usually starts out with me looking at something innocuous like girls fingering themselves in panties. It’s a turn on to see their knuckles stretching the fabric and imagine a warm slippery finger in their pussy or circling their clit. I could beat off to that, but sometimes I move on. Girls fucking themselves with dildos is a turn on, and I could come on that note, but now I am moving on to see dildos in their asses. Then a sudden impulse takes me to gay porn.
I am not gay, but I do like looking at nice hard dicks and round asses. I want to see clean cut, smooth skinned, slender guys getting into the position. I relate to the guy who is either laying face down on the bed with his ass in the air or bending over something. I like to imagine the anticipation he is feeling right now. I want to see if his dick is hard and if he is stroking it or not. It turns me on more without his hand on it, so I can see all of it and how hard it is. I like seeing the guy behind him with a rock hard dick. (I prefer still photos that I can stare at and ponder over more than videos.)
As I beat off, I imagine what it’s like to be the guy who’s about to get fucked and what he is feeling. I look at my nice trim figure in the mirror: muscular legs, tight round ass, hard dick poking out in front of me, and imagine a guy coming up behind me with a hard on. I imagine what’s going to happen next and I come with those thoughts and images.