I have always known that I am bi. I realized that I liked watching other men change at the pool. I had a best friend that I was enthralled with but I never touched him, nor did I ever touch his sister, for that matter. But two things have always been certain—I enjoy masturbating, and I enjoy looking at both naked men and women for my masturbation fantasies.
At some point, I discovered Greek mythology and became fascinated by the illustrations I found in books about Classic Greek Civilization. I would check out books in the library specifically because they were illustrated with art from the period—Greek nudes on pottery and statuary. I knew about the naked Olympic games, and I was fascinated with the idea. One of the things that mesmerized me about those Greek nudes was the uncircumcised penis on all the men.
My father was uncircumcised, which puzzled me, and when I asked my mother why they had decided to circumcise me, she gave me a straightforward answer. But in the US, most men are circumsized, so it's never been a big deal.
Fast forward a few decades and on a cam site I find a young man, Romanian, with a body like a Greek statue. Uncircumcised, of course. I visit his cam often and we chat while he masturbates for me and others. I edge as I watch and we chat. He is a very nice young man in his 20s. We develop two traditions.
First, he steps back from the cam and poses like a classical Greek statue. He does David, of course, but also others, such as “The Fallen Warrior,” which we find looking through art books. Classic male beauty. Watching him take those poses live gave me great edging pleasure.
Second, he would show me his “trick” with his foreskin. He takes Skittles candies and, one-by-one, places them inside his foreskin (soft cock). He usually gets about a dozen in before he lets them tumble out, a few at a time. He tried mini-marshmallows once, but the heat of his body melted them and they came out a gooey mess.
I have not seen him for several years now. But I will never forget him and still masturbate looking at classic Greek art. Art appreciation at its finest.