Feeling Guilty/confused

Category: Female-Male (FM)
Submitted by: Single Lady Age: 33 Gender: Female

This really isn't masturbation related, but I thought I'd post anyway, since I love this site.

I am feeling very guilty lately. I just broke off a long-term relationship about four months ago. Prior to that, I was in another long term relationship. Sex in both relationships was bland, and increasingly infrequent as time went on.

Now I am single, and I have been on a major bone-fest the last few months. Lots of men, lots of screwing. I have made sure to use protection every single time.

Prior to my long-term relationships, I had only a few sex partners. Now, I am racking up the numbers big time. The thing is, I am enjoying it. The problem is, I feel guilty for enjoying it. I was raised fairly strict, and I dread to think what anyone who knows me well would think, especially my parents.

With each encounter, I feel worse and worse. I rent the top floor of a house from a family friend, and she commented the other day, "Boy, you sure have a lot of guy friends". I assume she has seen guys come and go, and now I am worried she is going to pass the word along.

I don't know what to do now. I am having the best sex of my life right now and loving it (I am getting my world rocked). I really don't feel like having a relationship at this point. Having a stream of men suits me fine. But how do you explain that to your friends and family? Do you even try to explain it?

Regards,

Single Lady

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