First Cum

As I was looking over some diary entries I had done years ago, I started thinking about the "early years" and that it was too bad that I didn't keep a record of my sexual experiences from the first day that I began to masturbate. It seems like since forever that I have been jerking my cock. I can remember being 7 or 8 and realizing that my dick gave me so much pleasure and that if I touched it enough I would feel wonderful sensations. Although at the time I had no clue of what was going on. Well anyway, I do remember the first time I came. I was around 12 and I was running the house in my swimsuit. As usual I started feeling a little horny and so I ran upstairs to my room and quickly yanked off my swimsuit. My little dick sprung up and I grabbed it and started jerking myself quickly. As I did this I began to feel an amazing sensation that I never felt before and a second later my cock-head spurted out a creamy white substance. I jumped back and my heart was beating really fast. I thought that I had ruptured something. I had heard about sperm in school and with my friends joking around but I didn't make the connection. Well, I was a little freaked out and I began to check my dick to see if it looked normal. Well, it did and as I was checking it out it began to get hard again and I slowly and cautiously stroked myself and a few minutes later I came again. I then sort of figured out that this was normal and that I shouldn't be afraid of what had happened. The next day my fears were layed to rest because I told a couple of my friends and they laughed and told me that it was normal to "sperm-out". I was so happy that it was normal that when I got home after school I ran upstairs and jerked-off again to see if I would "sperm-out" and I did (thank God). And ever since then I have been "sperming-out" for about 19 years now. Well, that's my little memory. If you all have any similar experiences please post them on this newsgroup for all to share or email me.