love to be insulted

Ever since I was 12 I've been teased because of my weight and I have always had bigger boobs. But  since high school the insults started to arouse me.    I purposely wear things that show off my chubby body.   I now have triple D boobs and I'm only 24.   I wear bikinis when I shouldn't.     But to get to the point...     Every time someone insults me I get wet.    I used to run to the bathroom at school after being made fun of to masturbate!    I still do if I notice someone staring at me as if I shouldn't be wearing it.     I even ask people online to insult me so I can masturbate.   I masturbate at least 5 times a day. I don't even wear pants at home just so I can masturbate when I want.    Just telling people I love masturbating makes me wet and want to masturbate....